4am, drunk, still got 35ishcl of rum to go. Not sure whether to get into bed with Hannah or sit here until morning to go to town and get breakfast and more booze at spoons. Nothing is much fun anymore.
- SoCo
- The Doors
- The Stones
Bliss.
I need a fucking haircut so badly.
Did anyone play this game way back when?
I found it on the app store the other day and I’m fucking happy about it, I used to love playing this with my brother.
I can’t wait to go home for easter, I just bought my tickets and I’m excited to see my boys again, even if Harley isn’t going to be there. It’s sorta a shame that the daft cunt is growing up and getting jobs in different countries, I’m happy for him though as he is gunna be sick at it. Today is making me realise how much I miss them and good conversation. It’s a beautiful day and I’m sat drinking soco and listening to good music. I just wish all the squad was here to enjoy it with me.
I’ve been up an hour and managed to spend £109 already. I have to get to the hospital later to meet hannah as she’s gone in for an operation and can’t come home all on her lonesome for some reason. Maybe I shouldn’t be getting drunk to meet her..
I’ve been thinking about quitting smoking as I really realised how much it’s costing me. If I put £42 in a jar every week then I could really see how much I’m spending on fags. I just worry that if I start to do that then the money will just go on drink. I don’t need to drink anymore than I already do, I’ve fell far enough in the past few months.
I wish I hadn’t left listening to Humbug this long, it’s a great album.
It’s a soco kinda day. I’ve not been on here in fucking ages. My online “life” has been pretty much eradicated since I deleted facebook and stopped lurking on here.
Updates on my life consist of;
- being bored constantly
- failing uni
- failing everything
- becoming a fully fledged alcoholic
- skint always due to rum taking over my life
- restarting uni in september so I’m now gunna be there for 4 years at least
- I just had pizza hut pizza
- it were great
Mornin’ cunts.
Why am I awake this early? Oh yeah, ‘cause I forgot to turn the alarm off and ended up getting up at 8. I wish I had something to do other than drink, I’m back at uni on Monday, at least that’ll keep me occupied and semi sober for a few hours. I have nothing of substance to say anymore. This is tedious. Go away.
My kitchen is all sparkling now. I wanna start cooking but I don’t wanna ruin how tidy it is and I’m sick of washing up. I have absolutely nothing to do today, I might start drinking then when hannah gets back later we can start making curry. Well, depending on how drunk I am - I may not have enough coordination to cook safely at that point.
